Pride, Sadness, and Hopes of a 
    Samarnon in California
    
    By 
    CESAR TORRES*
March 26, 2004
    
    
    
     For a true and concerned 
    Samarnon and a proud Filipino, to be at ease wherever one maybe is beyond 
    our wildest imagination. For those who are a little more discerning and 
    reflective, we will never be free of Samar.  We will never be free of the 
    Philippines except perhaps, beyond the grave.
For a true and concerned 
    Samarnon and a proud Filipino, to be at ease wherever one maybe is beyond 
    our wildest imagination. For those who are a little more discerning and 
    reflective, we will never be free of Samar.  We will never be free of the 
    Philippines except perhaps, beyond the grave.
    
    
    Our sojourn in the Golden 
    State of California is a testament to our unceasing restlessness.  In our 
    waking moments, there is a never-ending parade of images and emotions on 
    Samar where the past and the present are one.  But the future seems bleak, 
    enshrouded by dark and gloomy clouds of uncertainty.
    
                
    
    Every now and then, our thoughts wander into the hills, valleys, and plains 
    of the Samar mainland and the islands, the bays, and coves and the blue 
    waters off Maqueda Bay.  We remember the azure skies, the white-capped and 
    angry waves smashing on the seashores during the Habagat monsoon 
    season, the soothing and warm raindrops falling on our skins, the houses 
    teetering on the seashores lapped by the waves.   
    
    
                We remember the fresh and exotic shellfish and the harvests from 
    the Maqueda Bay, food for the palate which are not available to most of us 
    in California because the prices would be prohibitive.
    
    
                Despite the massive destruction of its rainforest, we are still 
    amazed at the lush greenery in the mountains and the hills, the swaying 
    fronds of the coconut trees, and the promise of more food for the Samarnons 
    if we can maximize the utilization of our land.
    
    
                I remember keeping my silence, adjusting and swaying my body to 
    the constant shaking of our car when traversing the terrible roads from 
    Tacloban to Catbalogan and vice versa (at least when I was there in 
    August-September 2003 last year), the blown tire of the passenger vehicle we 
    were riding with cousins from Calbiga along the “Death Road” connecting the 
    Pan-Philippine Highway to Villa, my 24-hour worry that Lydia and her cousins 
    have been ambushed or had met with an accident or were held up by 
    drug-crazed minions of the Lost Command while coming back from Tacloban to 
    Calbiga when it turned out that the car they were riding had only conked out 
    because of the road  thus giving them the opportunity to renew family ties 
    with their aunt in Guinkasang-an and to stay the night in a community which 
    could be labeled a “liberated area”. 
    
    
                From Villa, we rode the motorboat to Catbalogan early in the 
    morning in the company of some professionals and teachers, the leadership of 
    the town, students, and ordinary citizens.  The boat ride was gratifying and 
    the conversation — despite the noise of the motorboat engine — was 
    enlightening.  Viewed from the sea, the islands seemed so green, and the 
    distant shores so calm. With a jolt we recalled that in Metro Manila we 
    passed by sordid and squalid areas which my brother pointed out to me as 
    communities inhabited mostly by Samarnons, some of whom were originally from 
    Villa and Catbalogan.  And we wondered why they would continue to live in 
    Metro Manila as squatters or as garbage scavengers in Payatas when Samar was 
    so beautiful, so inviting and full of promise, from the distance anyway. 
    Why? Oh why?
    
    
    
    Despite our absence of eight years from Catbalogan, we were not expecting 
    any dramatic changes in the town.  But we were still hopeful that under the 
    leadership of Jesse Redaja, in whom we had high hopes when he presented 
    himself as a leader of Samar’s capital town almost a decade ago, Catbalogan 
    should be able to show some improvements.  When we had anchored, the wharf 
    was a beehive of people, and tricycles, and motorboats.  But someone forgot 
    to collect the trash and the garbage on the side of the pantalan, the 
    same situation as in Villa.
    
    
    As 
    to our hopes for some changes in Catbalogan, sure enough, there was an 
    imposing white structure on the side of a hill and a lovely house protruding 
    to the seashore.  We saw a tower.  We were told that this was used for 
    telecommunication. In the area of Information Technology, BBCS Data Systems, 
    an Internet Service Provider, had state-of-the-art computers. It was 
    bursting at the seams with high school students.
    
    
    The 
    streets of Samar’s capital town were congested. A canal where we used to 
    swim during high tide was littered with trash and garbage. Many shanties 
    were perched precariously on the side of the hills.  But despite the 
    occasional frown and far away looks of the people and the students who came 
    from all over the island, we could read on their faces their determination 
    to strive, to persevere, and to surmount the challenges and difficulties 
    confronting them.
    
    
    We 
    marvel at the graciousness of the Samarnons (including the Branch Managers 
    of the Metro Bank in Tacloban and Catbalogan and the chief of the Security 
    Unit in the Tacloban airport), the passion, the commitment, and the concern 
    of some leaders — in Samar, in Catbalogan, in Villareal, and Calbiga — who 
    unfortunately were not in positions of power and authority.  We were 
    convinced of the esteem and the high regard accorded to us by the educators 
    and mentors in our hometown, and the loyalty and the unabashed nostalgia of 
    bosom friends.
    
    
    In 
    the midst of all these competing images, the image of the wan and mournful 
    smile of my five-year old nephew, who is dying of leukemia in Silanga and 
    whose parents will not have enough money to buy drugs that will ease his 
    pain while on his way to the Great Beyond, continues to haunt me. I do not 
    know what to think.
    
    
    I 
    cannot articulate our despair and hopelessness at the incredible 
    expectations of us by our cousins and relatives; my silence and the idiotic 
    smile on my face because of my inability to say anything to cousins 
    informing me that an attractive niece had become a Japayuki (“Kapit 
    sa patalim…”, rough translation: “Grip the edge of a razor blade to 
    survive…”, as her widowed mother who cared for my children in the UP 
    sheepishly admitted to me).  From statistical data available to us, we knew 
    that poverty in Samar and the Philippines is so endemic.  But it was still 
    mind-boggling when the stark faces of poverty are reflected on your loved 
    ones, on our destitute cousins, nieces and nephews who could not be employed 
    despite college degrees and who were at a loss what to do with their lives.  
    How did they survive from day-to-day?
    
    
    
    Wherever we went, there was always the yelling of the multitude of children 
    some of whom will grow up to become drug addicts and drug pushers, menials 
    and servants around the world in this Philippine Diaspora, high school 
    dropouts, jobless and unskilled members of the labor force in an economy 
    buffeted by “The Clash of Civilizations” which could escalate into a fight 
    to the finish for contending systems of belief that could end contemporary 
    civilization as we know it, potential gangsters and possible kidnappers, 
    canon fodder of the military, or idealistic cadres and fighters of the 
    protracted guerilla war for “national liberation” of the National Democratic 
    Front.
    
    
    Nor 
    can I shake away the lilting and haunting melody of our Samarnon love songs 
    and the coy and winsome smiles of the Samarnon lasses and the passionate and 
    fevered glances of their suitors.
    
    
    
    This passion for Samar reached fever-pitch when we had to leave the 
    Philippines in late 1985 for fear of the unknown and the very real perils 
    that could have befallen my loved ones and myself.  I was not proud to leave 
    the Philippines at that time.  But leave we did, arriving in San Francisco, 
    the so-called “City-by-the-Bay”, reputed to be the “Most Beautiful Place” on 
    earth, with $10 in my wallet.
    
    
    The 
    Fiesta as Our Entry Into the Samarnon Community in Northern California
    
    
    
    After months of humiliation, hopelessness, frustration and constant desire 
    to go back to the Philippines except that it would have been embarrassing to 
    admit defeat in America, we were finally able to establish ourselves, thanks 
    to the unselfish help of a fellow Samar High alumni from Calbiga.  We then 
    gravitated to our fellow Samarnons in San Francisco.  Our mood of entry was 
    through the pearly gates of heaven, the Samarnon and Catholic fiesta 
    celebrations.  In Manila we only attended one fiesta celebration — 
    just the Villahanon fiesta. In America, I could not believe the 
    number of fiestas I attended.  We even went as far as Canada to 
    attend a fiesta of the Basaynon Katig-uban.  In my entire life in the 
    Philippines, I never danced the curacha.  But I loved to watch those 
    graceful curacha dancers, anyway, clapping my hands to the beat of 
    the music, sometimes sung by Joseph Uy. I would even toss a gala 
    every now and then. In California, I could not believe that I had to dance 
    the curacha as a matter of honor and as a duty, an integral and 
    unavoidable part of the self-imposed burden of community leadership.
    
    
    
    Attending fiestas broke the monotony and the homesickness of being 
    strangers in America. The celebrations also afforded us the much-needed 
    break from the constant demands to speak English with our Samarnon accents, 
    interspersed every now and then with “You knows…” and “Gonnas…”.
    
    
    We 
    were invited to all conceivable Samarnon fiesta celebrations.  We 
    prayed, we attended fiesta masses, we marveled at the food which were 
    so plenty. In one fiesta in San Francisco, I counted 17 courses!  One in Los 
    Angeles, had seven lechons. During the eating (referred to us 
    “luncheons”), we would glance at our fellow “Patronizers” who would heaped 
    so much food on their plates but would only eat one-third of the food they 
    got and just eat the crispy skins of the lechons, not the meat.  The 
    uneaten food would be left on the tables or thrown to the garbage cans.  And 
    I would remember the simple, the naïve, the malnourished, the emaciated, the 
    sickly, and poor believers in the Catholic Saints in Samar; and the burning 
    lines of Pope Paul VI’s encyclical, 
    Populorum Progressio 
    which outlines the sacred obligation of the Catholic Church to help the 
    poorest of the poor.
    
    
    Our 
    experience with Samarnon fiestas is difficult to explain.  One time 
    in Los Angeles during the Catbaloganon fiesta, the organizers were 
    fined some $700 or $800 dollars by the administrators of the public hall 
    that was used as the venue of the celebration.  The infraction?  A guest was 
    seen drinking Budweiser beer by the public facility administrators.  Since, 
    alcohol is prohibited when using public facilities in Los Angeles, the 
    believers in St. Bartholomew had to pay.  Imagine, how much $700 or $800 can 
    do to help the aged and the homeless children in Catbalogan.
    
    
    
    During one Villahanon fiesta in Los Angeles which celebrates the 
    feast day of the first saint in all of America, the Sta. Rosa de Lima of 
    Peru (sometimes I wonder which is poorer, the Philippines or Peru), the 
    venue of the celebration was in a hall in a very lovely park.  It had blue 
    ponds with swans gliding on the water, flowering plants, trees, well-kept 
    lawns, and colorful birds chirping on the branches.  It was truly a 
    beautiful place for a fiesta celebration. A mass was celebrated by 
    three priests.  When that part of the mass where the worshippers would give 
    their offerings of money to the priests came about, five uniformed security 
    guards descended on us.  They forced the priests to stop the mass.  We were 
    of course very angry and on the verge of declaring a second 
    Filipino-American War in Los Angeles except that Gen. Aguinaldo and Gen. 
    Lukban had already surrendered to the Protestant American soldiers. The 
    reason for the apparent insult to the Catholic “Little Brown Americans”?  
    The rules for the use of the park prohibit the solicitation of money inside 
    the park. Our one-dollar offerings were construed as money-making by the 
    park security guards. So it was illegal.
    
    
    We 
    were allowed to continue with the mass.  But the hermano had to make 
    some $250 offering to the guards in the park. After the mass, we moved over 
    to the dining hall which was part of the park facility.  Since alcohol was 
    prohibited, what we did was to transfer the whisky to coca bottles.  From 
    there, we poured them to paper cups.  We were at a loss what to do with the
    curacha since a Samarnon fiesta without curachas and 
    galas is unheard of. Since money-making or solicitation was likewise 
    prohibited in the dining hall, what we did was to place a box in an area of 
    the hall which could not be scanned by the moving video camera.  With our 
    galas clutched in our clinched fists, we surreptitiously dropped our 
    dollars inside the box while looking around if the guards had seen us.
    
    
    
    Since the dining hall was so crimped, we eventually moved to the house of 
    the hermano and the hermana bringing with us the two untouched
    lechons, lots of other foods, and cases and cases of Budweiser and 
    other hard drinks.  There we ate, and drink, and danced, and talked up to 
    the wee hours of the morning.  Nobody mentioned the guerillas of the Sindero 
    Luminoso or the Tupac Amaru in Peru who were fighting the establishment so 
    that they can live a Christian life in the birthplace of the Sta. Rosa de 
    Lima.
    
    
    
    During a Calbiga fiesta in Los Angeles, we expressed our admiration 
    at an hermana who came with her family all the way from Australia so 
    that she could sponsor the fiesta celebration to the Lady of the 
    Annunciation in Los Angeles.  We wondered:  Would her entry into heaven be 
    less assured if she just used her Australian dollars to help the very poor 
    in Calbiga or to try to convert the prospective Muslim suicide bombers in 
    the Middle East to Catholicism?  I am still searching for a theological 
    explanation for that admirable show of faith.
    
    
    Involvement 
    in the Non-Religious Organization Samareños of California
    
    
    But
    fiestas, for all their divine promise of going to heaven for the avid 
    “Patronizers” including us, were not psychologically and intellectually 
    fulfilling. Besides, I had the suspicion that the fiesta organizers 
    just wanted to ensure that the Saints intercede for them with the Virgin 
    Mother, with St. Peter and the Lord so that they are forgiven their lapses 
    and human frailties here on earth.  Hence, we were flattered when the 
    remnants of the leadership of the Samareños of California, a group organized 
    in 1969 or 1970, invited us in 1989 to help them revive their organization 
    which had gone into hibernation for 10 years in some nooks and crannies of 
    the foggy and fabled hills of San Francisco.
    
    
    The 
    organization was formed by a group of first generation Samarnon immigrants 
    representing the entire island of Samar – the North, the East, and West.  
    
    
    
    The 
    simple Constitution and Bylaws that the pioneers of this organization 
    crafted together was not ambitious. It did not speak of a “vision” and a 
    “mission” for the organization.  There is nothing that addresses the need to 
    help each other in this “land of milk and honey”, to link their arms 
    together in the struggle against discrimination and underemployment, nothing 
    about programs and projects to help Samar, and nothing about enhancing and 
    maintaining the desirable and functional civic, cultural, and artistic 
    practices of the Samarnons.
    
    
    But 
    the compelling desire to be together was irrepressible to assuage their 
    nostalgia and homesickness.  So they organized.
    
    
    For 
    nine years, the organization limped along.  In that period of time, they 
    organized parties in hotels in San Francisco. The ladies wore their 
    ternos and their brilliant gems.  The gentlemen wore their ill-fitting 
    suits and unattractive ties.  They danced the curacha, visited each 
    other, occasionally back stabbing each other, had home parties and prepared
    kinilaw, invited some priests from Samar, and boasted to the ruling 
    White politicos in San Francisco that the leadership of the organization 
    could mobilize hundreds of Samarnon voters for or against a politician in 
    San Francisco, thus flexing their muscles to pursue the goal of Filipino 
    empowerment in America. We are unaware if they undertook some 
    socially-redeeming projects back in Samar.
    
    
    
    From 1989, the year of our involvement with the Samareños of California, up 
    to the present, a period of 15 years, this organization has survived.  We 
    may not have rocked the foundation of Samarnon culture and society whether 
    in America or in Samar.  But at least when Samarnons meet in the streets of 
    San Francisco, we do not meet as strangers. And most importantly, we talk 
    about Samar.
    
    
    
    Given our limitations and the Samarnons’ peculiar civic culture and 
    intellectual orientation, what else have we accomplished aside from our 
    claim that the dancing parties and the beauty and popularity contest  — 
    where several mayors from Eastern Samar attended the coronation of Her 
    Majesty, Queen Patrocinio Figueroa-Masi I — we held three or four years ago 
    indicate that the organization is alive?
    
    
    
    Over and above everything else, we wanted to proclaim that we were relevant, 
    that we personified the best qualities of the Samarnon.
    
    
    How 
    did we flesh this out?  For a start, we have sorted and packed books, 
    magazines, and journals for the Books of the Barrios Program which were 
    shipped to schools in Eastern Samar. We have participated in a “Pistahan” 
    festival sponsored by the Philippine Resource Center in San Francisco 
    enabling me to ride a float in a parade in downtown San Francisco as some 
    kind of Apolinario Mabini.  In 1998, among the many provincial and regional 
    organizations in Northern California, it was only the Samareños of 
    California which participated in the Centennial Celebration of Philippine 
    Independence through the efforts of Outstanding Samar High Alumna nominee, 
    Beatrice Duran.
    
    
    In 
    July 2000, we were the only provincial organization which co-sponsored the 
    symposium on Mindanao and Sulu, the first such symposium to be held outside 
    of the Philippines. This symposium and the ensuing mass action where my 
    one-year old grandson sat on the shoulders of his father while brandishing 
    placards against the political and governmental leadership in the 
    Philippines at that time may have signaled a change in the direction of 
    contemporary Philippine history.
    
    
    In 
    November-December 2001, we were one of the sponsors of the UP Staff Chorale 
    Society, the Philippines Ambassadors of Goodwill, during their concert tour 
    of the US and Canada dubbed “Songs of Love and Healing”.  Dragging ourselves 
    fearfully, in the aftermath of September 11, 2001, when the world was 
    reeling with the carnage of September 11, 2001 where poor victims were 
    jumping from the 112th floor of the Twin Towers in New York to 
    die by being smashed to bloody bits and pieces on the streets below so that 
    they could escape certain death by being incinerated to burning flesh and 
    bones in the top floors of the Twin Towers, we exerted every effort to make 
    the UP Staff Chorale Society’s concert tour a success, especially in Los 
    Angeles when our fellow Samarnons opened their hearts and their homes to the 
    27-member choral group.
    
    
    We 
    have honored outstanding and highly accomplished professional and young 
    Samarnons.  We have undertaken a search for the Most Relevant Samarnon 
    Hometown Association which was won by the Guiuananons of Northern 
    California.  We have assisted in enhancing Samarnon art and culture back in 
    the home island.  We have intermittently published a newsletter, “Tingog 
    Han Samar in California”.  
    But the pinnacle of our passion to help our fellow Samarnons was our 
    miserable attempt in shipping two container vans of hospital and medical 
    supplies intended to the provincial hospital in Catbalogan in 1997.  There 
    has yet to be a closure on this sensitive issue which dramatizes the 
    administrative incompetence of our leaders and the nauseating corruption of 
    the Bureau of Customs.
    
    
    We 
    had other plans, but they have been relegated to the cobwebs of our fading 
    memories, which included the aborted plan to sponsor an epic poem based on 
    the legend of a giant in Eastern Samar, Makandog.
    
    
    The Siren 
    Call of Samar to Alienated Misfits in California
    
    
    Our 
    contention that we represented the best of the Samarnons, would invariably 
    force us to situate our boast with the quality of our leaders in Samar, the 
    select group who are entrusted with power, authority, and the responsibility 
    of administering and managing Samar and the Philippines so that we are not 
    the “basket case of Asia, one of the poorest countries in the world, 
    maligned and constantly insulted by other nations, the source of servants, 
    menials and ladies of the night, the place where the vacuum cleaners with 
    sexual organs come from, and a nation where some Filipinos have been 
    referred to by CNN as slaves”. Did these leaders in Samar exemplify our 
    articulated statements that we in America, the Samareños of California 
    personified the best qualities of the Samarnons?
    
    
    The 
    linkage was inevitable.
    
    
    
    Moreover, our interest was not exactly without any selfish motivation.  
    Without letup, our cousins, relatives, nieces, nephews, friends, and alumni 
    associations would pepper us with letters asking for our help.  They would 
    call us long distance, collect.  We reasoned out that if the Philippine 
    economy were progressive, if Samar were progressive because of competent and 
    effective leaders, our cousins, relatives, nieces, nephews, friends, alumni 
    associations would not be pelting us with their constant supplications for 
    assistance. So it was logical that we had to take interest in what was 
    happening in the Philippines, in what was happening in Samar. Even if we are 
    here in the Golden State of California speaking ungrammatical English with 
    an atrocious Samarnon accent, we could not sever the ties that bind us to 
    our families in Samar and the Philippines. They are invisible, but they are 
    stronger than steel.
    
    
    
    Moreover, after years of associating the stupid lines of a stupid movie to 
    us Samarnons, we have ultimately stopped being amused at the inane 
    expressions: “Waray-Waray, Waray Bugas, Bahala na Bukas, Manigas” 
    (rough translation:  “We have nothing, we have nothing, we have no rice, 
    let tomorrow take care of itself, die if you have to die through apoplexy”).  
    When viewed side by side with the unflattering image of Samarnons as 
    squatters and servants in Metro Manila, of being the No. 1 denizens in 
    Muntinglupa or Bilibid, of being categorized by the NEDA as one of the most 
    depressed regions of the Philippines, our feeling of self-pity engendered by 
    the connotations of being “Waray-Waray” needed some psychological 
    outlets.   [I had a long-running debate with one of my esteemed leaders of 
    the Philippine political system in the Internet, the re-electionist Senator 
    Aquilino “Nene” Pimentel, Jr.  Stumbling in the Internet on a speech he 
    delivered at the Ateneo the Manila University on the various linguistic 
    groups in the Philippines, where he referred to the Samarnon linguistic 
    group as “Waray-Waray”, I asked him as a Cebuano-speaking Cagayano how he 
    would like to be referred to as a “Way-Way” the Cebuano equivalent of “Waray-Waray”, 
    how the Taga-ilogs would react if they are referred to as “Walang-Wala”, how 
    the Ilocanos would react if we refer to them as “Awan-Nga-Awan”. I have 
    become closer to Senator Pimentel since last year when he honored me with 
    his invitation to have breakfast, dinner, lunch, merienda with him in Metro 
    Manila.  I even organized two forums in San Francisco where he was the 
    resource person.  I have not heard him say, “Waray-Waray”, at least not in 
    my hearing.]
    
    
    We had 
    to clutch at something that could buoy up our sagging spirits, that would 
    solidify our pride in ourselves, so that we could diminish our despair and 
    sadness in being Samarnons and in being  disrespected Filipinos. We had to 
    comfort ourselves that despite everything, there is hope for a better 
    tomorrow if we could only have role models for our people, exemplary 
    Samarnons whose examples can be emulated, leaders who can articulate the 
    agenda for progress, who can mobilize us, and inspire us to do the best we 
    can to ensure a better future for their children and their children’s 
    children.
    
    
    Contemporary 
    Samarnon Role Models
    
    
    In 
    contemporary Samar, we had some vague ideas of some outstanding Samarnons. 
    From 17,000 miles away across the Pacific Ocean, we have read and heard of 
    Deng Coy Miel who is with the Singapore Straits Times and the fame 
    and acclaim that he has achieved not only in the Philippines but 
    internationally as well. He is a shining example of the best among the 
    Samarnons.  We have heard and read of the sacrifices of Charo Nabong-Cabardo, 
    how she has offered the ultimate to the Filipino people, her life, how she 
    has gone back to Samar from Metro Manila so that she could devote her 
    talents and unwavering commitment to the island of Samar and its people by 
    initiating the organization of the now-famous Tandaya Foundation.
    
    
    In 
    the not-so-distant past, there was Senate President Jose Avelino, a summa 
    cum laude graduate of the Ateneo who went to the Pontifical University 
    of Santo Tomas. As a student, he had an enviable scholastic record at 
    the Ateneo that favorably compares with or better than that of Dr. Jose 
    Rizal. In 1934, he was the most highly educated public figure from the 
    Samar-Leyte Region and even the entire Philippines. No wonder, he had the 
    confidence to offer himself as President of the Philippines.
    
    
    Here in America, we have the Doroquez brothers. We dream that one could be a 
    potential candidate for the Nobel Prize in Medicine in view of his current 
    researches with probity into Genetics and the uncharted waters of Genomic at 
    one of America’s foremost research institutions, the Massachusetts Institute 
    of Technology.
    
    How 
    about Raul Daza?  A lawyer and a certified public accountant who passed both 
    examinations with flying colors, he also captured the imagination of 
    freedom-loving Filipinos when he fought against the conjugal dictators by 
    escaping to California.  Some thought that he was a highly principled leader 
    and a true alumnus of the University of the Philippines. However, in the 
    not-so-distant past, some Samarnons have expressed their disbelief at the 
    track record of Daza in the political and legal realms of the Philippines.
    
    
    
     There are Samarnon writers, artists, journalists, revolutionaries, 
    politicians, and princes of the Catholic Church. There was the Villahanon 
    priest, Fr. Rudy Romano whose abduction — and torture because it seems his 
    tongue was cut and he was drowned alive somewhere in the Visayan Seas — in 
    the hands of still unknown elements has rocked the international religious 
    and political order from the European Union to the US Senate. Others have 
    been invested with awesome power and authority. But could they serve as role 
    models and examples to our youth? We take note of the contributions they may 
    have made to Samar and Philippine society. But have they captured the 
    imagination of Samarnons and the Filipino people? Unfortunately, we think 
    not.
    
    
    Could Eddie 
    Nachura Serve as a Role Model?
    
    
    In 
    ranging far and wide, in going back into our history, in reflecting on the 
    leaders of Samar in contemporary times, Eddie Nachura exemplifies, somehow, 
    the qualities that make him stand out as the most preeminent Samarnon of 
    this generation.
    
    
    How 
    do we justify this assertion?
    
    
    In 
    sticking our neck out for Eddie Nachura, we judge him on his uncommon 
    intellect, his writing abilities, his survival instinct, his infinite 
    patience and unwavering commitment to serve the Samarnons despite continuous 
    repudiation of his extraordinary qualities and qualifications, and of course 
    the accord that he has been invested with by his peers, by the legal 
    profession, and the rest of Philippine society.
    
    
    
    First, there is Nachura’s academic achievements.  In the Samar High School — 
    once the pinnacle of both public and high school education in the third 
    largest island in the Philippines — he had the distinction of graduating as 
    Valedictorian, Editor-in-Chief of the school paper, and President of the 
    Student Government. These achievements might be dismissed as sophomoric but 
    I don’t know how many outstanding graduates of Samar High School have been 
    able to do what he did.  We can even ask that poor movie actor how difficult 
    it is to finish high school. Compared to Eddie Nachura, we can assume that 
    he did not have the brains and the intelligence good enough for high school 
    studies, the diligence and the discipline, and the perseverance to study, 
    attend classes, take innumerable quizzes, take departmental examinations 
    when our hands would shake with anxiety and nervousness, for four years.    
    And yet he has the temerity of offering himself as the savior of the 
    poverty-stricken and internationally maligned 83 million Filipinos.  [An 
    intellectual ninny as leader of the 83 million Filipinos might be a blessing 
    in disguise, though.  We don’t need to waste our hard-earned money and our 
    time by studying in high school.  With a high school dropout at the top of 
    Philippine society, a high school diploma and a college degree would be 
    insulting to him.  We can tell our children to just finish with their 
    elementary studies so that they will not insult their leader. Instead of 
    wasting their time going to high school and dreaming of college education, 
    they can start planting camote, bilanghoy or going through carrion 
    and garbage in Payatas or sniffing shabu when they are done with the 
    elementary grades.]
    
    
    
    An 
    unfortunate incident in the UP disqualified Eddie Nachura from continuing 
    with his studies in Diliman.  He probably became a rake in Catbalogan where 
    he pursued his AB in Samar College after being kicked out from UP.  But he 
    did graduate; he then proceeded to the San Beda College of Law, where he 
    graduated with honors.  He was one of the bar topnotchers in 1967.  In 
    conclusion, he might have been a drunkard, but he was not an intellectual 
    moron.
    
    
    
    Still as a lawyer:  Eddie Nachura was Dean of the Arellano College of Law, a 
    prosecutor of the House of Representatives of the Impeachment Trial of 
    President Joseph Estrada, Undersecretary of Legal Affairs of the Department 
    of Culture and Sports, a 
    Professor of Law and Bar Reviewer of the best 
    colleges and schools of law in the country, i.e., San Beda College, 
    University of Santo Tomas, Arellano Law Foundation, UP Law Center, 
    Pamantasan ng Lungsod ng Maynila, Manuel L. Quezon University, and San 
    Sebastian College. He is the author of the best selling “Outline-Reviewer in 
    Political Law”, and editor of the legal tract, “Liberal Views on 
    Constitutional Reform”.
    
    He is of course 
    the incumbent chairman of the House Committee on Constitutional Amendments.
    
    The House of Representatives 
    may not be our dream of a collection of the best brains in the country.  But 
    not all of them are intellectual nincompoops either. Hence, it is still a 
    distinction for Eddie Nachura to be elected Chairman of the Committee on 
    Higher and Technical Education.
    
    We adverted to his 
    incomparable patience and humility in serving Samar despite successive 
    heartaches in the hands of the very people he wanted to serve.  If Samar’s 
    political culture is not warped and the political and social standards of 
    its leaders are not distorted, under normal circumstances, Eddie Nachura 
    could have become a delegate to the Constitutional Convention in 1971 
    because of his intellectual brilliance.  But he was cheated by the trapos 
    (rough translation: “traditional politicians” 
    or “dish rags”).  Successively, he presented himself as the Samarnons’ 
    representative to the Congress of the Philippines.  But the naive, ignorant, 
    selfish, and greedy political culture of our people could not appreciate his 
    qualities and the potential contributions that he presented to them.  Again, 
    he was successively repudiated, trampled politically, and derisively pointed 
    out as an abnormal aberration by the triumphant victors and their followers 
    in a god-forsaken-society.
    
    These successive political 
    debacles should have given him pause that perhaps God did not intend him to 
    become the leader of the Samarnons, as someone who personifies the better 
    qualities of our people.  In 1993, we were witness to the lament of Chit 
    Nachura. Almost in tears, with a voice choking with anguish and profound 
    unhappiness, Chit expressed her terrible sadness at the kind of people we 
    are when even the mentors of our youth in Catbalogan did not hesitate to ask 
    for some “gifts” from Congressional candidate Eddie Nachura before they 
    would perform their duties. But Eddie smiling sadly, calmly countered that 
    in his case, no matter what, he would continue to offer himself to Samar and 
    the Filipino people to his dying day.
    
    Finally, as if Divine Providence had finally 
    concluded that Eddie Nachura had passed the divine test of infinite patience 
    and perseverance flung along his way,  he finally won a mandate from the 
    electorate of Samar in 1998. He earned another mandate in 2001 when he was 
    pitted against two Samarnons who unfortunately were associated in one way or 
    another with the two most corrupt institutions of the Philippine 
    bureaucracy, the Bureau of Internal Revenue and the Bureau of Customs. The 
    two gentlemen may have excelled in their respective endeavors at one time or 
    another. But as prospective statesmen, mentors, leaders, and mobilizers of a 
    feudal and a traditional community for rapid change and development, I am 
    frankly at a loss to understand why they would think that they had the 
    qualities needed for such critical and urgent tasks. Be as it may, Eddie 
    Nachura had to triumph.
    
    We are a proud Samarnon and 
    Filipino, but terribly unhappy with the conditions in the island, which, of 
    course cannot be dissociated from the rest of the Philippines, and the 
    international economic and political order. Despite the constant 
    lamentations that we hear, we are still hopeful that we can avoid going in 
    the direction of a Rwanda where rivers were pouring rotting corpses instead 
    of clean water, or a Somalia which has reverted to a brutish society of 
    thugs and lawless chieftains without any laws, or a Cambodia and its Killing 
    Fields with its mountains of skulls. Hence, we have ventured into this 
    unpopular and risky business of judging people.  But as that expression 
    goes:  “Kon diri kita, hin-o man? Kon diri yana, san-o pa?” (“If not 
    us, who else?  If not now, when?”)
    
    
    In 
    this instance, we are aware that this paean can blow up in our face.  The 
    future is still enshrouded in a thick mist reminiscent of the fog that 
    covers the hills of San Francisco every now and then. For all we know, Eddie 
    Nachura might still become the greatest Samarnon scoundrel who ever lived.  
    After all, appearances can be misleading. And the future is yet to unfold.  
    Or he might just be the elitist that he is reputed to be, a misplaced legal 
    luminary and intellectual who happens to come from one of the most depressed 
    regions of a depressed country. Indeed, a sharp contrast.  But at this 
    moment in Samar’s history, it is difficult not to express our admiration of 
    Eddie Nachura and to point him out as personifying the best qualities of 
    Samar and the ideal Samarnon. 
    
    Servants, Kidnappers, Drug Addicts, Political 
    and Social Disorders, a Society on the Verge of a Breakdown: Is there Hope?
    
    Samar and the Philippines 
    are in a bad shape. In 1997, four years before the economic meltdown caused 
    by the tragedy of September 11, 2001, almost 32% of Filipinos had income 
    below the poverty threshold. In 2004, the data on poverty in Samar and the 
    Philippines could be worse.  We know that unemployment is massive. 
    Corruption and incompetence is rampant in the Philippine political and 
    administrative system. The Philippine economy needs restructuring in the 
    light of the impact of globalization. There is rampant criminality, drug 
    addition, hold ups.  The Philippines is undeniably the kidnap capital of the 
    world.  There is talk of a military junta.  We are involved in the fight 
    against terrorism and fanaticism.  And the Muslim secessionist movement in 
    Southern Philippines continues to fester with a possible linkage to a 
    violent Muslim fundamentalist and expansionist group, the Jemaah Islamiyah, 
    which makes no secret of its ultimate goal of detaching Mindanao and Sulu 
    from Luzviminda.
    
    And what is very sad is that 
    more and more young people are being drawn into the idealistic and romantic 
    embrace of the National Democratic Front. They must be prepared to offer 
    their lives for the dream of a socialist, egalitarian, productive, and 
    respected Philippine society.  Even members of the middle class who have so 
    much to loss and who are totally ignorant of the meaning and significance of 
    “national democracy” and “historical determinism”, believe that the 
    situation in the Philippines is hopeless, that the only way by which our 
    myriad of political, economic, cultural, and social ails can be remedied is 
    for a national bloodbath to occur to cleanse us of our national malady.  Of 
    course, this is easy to say if one were 17,000 miles away from the place of 
    the carnage.
    
    Reform or revolution?  
    Political and administrative competence or national meltdown?  Hope for the 
    future or national despair? International insults or international respect? 
    These are questions, among others, that the concerned Samarnon, the 
    concerned Filipino wherever we are, will have to grapple with.
    
    In the process of sifting 
    through the complexities and ramifications of the issues confronting us, the 
    intellect, the patience, the experiences, the passion, the leadership, and 
    the example provided by Eddie Nachura will serve as the beacon light to the 
    Samarnons and to the Filipinos in this generation.                      
    
    In our opening paragraphs we 
    cited the difficulties, our anguish, and the hardships of our people, 
    including those who are dear to us.  We are not saying that if elevate Eddie 
    Nachura to a pedestal and clone him 10 times, and do the same for other 
    competent and sincere Samarnon leaders and administrators together with the 
    national officials, princes of the Church, members of the civil society and 
    the battalions of our soldiers, that our pain and our anguish will disappear 
    in one month.  We know this is not so.  It will take hundreds of thousands 
    of us working together, guided by a common vision, persevering, sacrificing, 
    and deriving strength and inspiration from each other for the 83 million 
    Filipinos to dream of a better tomorrow, a society where some of its 
    unfortunate citizens are not subsisting on garbage in Payatas and Smokey 
    Mountain, nor sleeping under bridges or in catacombs in cemeteries or 
    selling their bodies so that they can survive another day or sniffing drugs 
    to quench their constant hunger. But without Eddie Nachura and people like 
    him, our future is dark and gloomy.
    
    On February 14, 2004, during 
    the 35th anniversary of the annual reunion and gathering of the 
    Samareños of California at the Gateway-Sheraton Hotel in Burlingame, 
    California, a suburb of San Francisco, the Hon. Antonio Eduardo B. Nachura 
    was the Distinguished Guest of Honor.  He finally graced the gathering of 
    our group after years of repeated invitations.  Accepting the invitation was 
    a welcome respite from the multitude of attention that confronted him in 
    Samar and in the Philippines.  Despite numerous invitations to address a 
    forum at the Philippine Consulate, do a radio interview for a Filipino radio 
    program, conduct a dialogue with Filipino veterans in San Francisco, and 
    socialize with some Samarnons in the San Francisco Bay Area, Congressman 
    Nachura just rested and developed the theme of his discourse.
    
    He regaled and mesmerized 
    the more than 250 Samarnons and their guests with his extemporaneous speech 
    concerning the need for Samarnons to look back to the land they have left 
    behind, to assist in whatever way they can, especially in the education of 
    the Samarnon youth, and to re-examine their thinking regarding the Overseas 
    Absentee Voting Law and the Dual Citizenship Law which grant new legal 
    rights to Filipinos outside of the Philippines.
    
    His speech was well-received 
    and highly commended.
    
    After five days in San 
    Francisco, he flew to Los Angeles and Las Vegas.  His visit and his 
    dialogues with Samarnons and Filipinos were front page news in the Filipino 
    press in Southern California and Nevada.  His media coverage by the Filipino 
    press in Southern California was massive, a privilege not accorded to just 
    any politician who happens to drop by California. This was solely for the 
    benefit of the most preeminent Samarnon of his generation, Eddie Nachura.
    
    *The 
    author was Assistant Professor of Political Science in UP Diliman. He was, among others, Assistant to the Vice 
    President for Development and Public Affairs of the UP System, when he 
    chaired the Skeletal Force that organized the UP at Tacloban in 1972, the 
    only UP undergraduate to be appointed to the position.  He was involved in 
    the planning of the establishment of the UP in Southern Philippines and the 
    investigation and study of the Mindanao State University System when he was 
    with the Philippine Center for Advanced Studies. He was a Senior Consultant 
    of the think-tank Development Academy of the Philippines, a Special 
    Assistant of a Former Minister of Foreign Affairs and Technical Consultant 
    of a Deputy Minister of Local Government. A resident of the San Francisco 
    Bay Area in California at the moment, he works for the State of California 
    which gave him an award for “Sustained Superior Performance in 1997”, the 
    only Filipino honored with that award that year.  His community involvements 
    includes being Acting President of the Filipino-American Council of San 
    Francisco, President for five years of the Samareños of California, a member 
    of the Board of Directors of the UP Alumni Association of San Francisco, 
    Board Member of Save-a-Tahanan Foundation, and Acting Chair of the Pamana ng 
    Lahing Pilipino Foundation-United Way of San Francisco.  He has three 
    degrees in Public Administration and Political Science from the UP, one 
    earned him a lifetime membership in the Pi Gamma Mu International 
    Social Science Honor Society.  He has written numerous articles and other 
    researches.  His latest work is “Paalaala: In Remembrance”, a 
    collection of articles and a photo essay of issues confronting the Filipinos 
    all over the world which was published in 2002 in San Francisco by Pamana-United 
    Way.  He has the distinction of being the political science professor in the 
    UP of Vice-Presidential candidate Senator Loren Legarda, Amina Rasul and 
    candidate for Samar Governor, Melchor Nacario.